dream about him again

im alone without him . please come back to me . i need you sayang :( hurmm dah dekat 2 month pown . tapi still mimpi you doh . apeniee ? i dah letih dah taw tak . urmm sampai bila na cani . i try untuk lupakan you . i always fkir yang buruk dekat you tapi tak boleh . i tak kuat yang . you sendiri taw i tak kuat tapi u sanggup buat i cani hurmm . then apa maksud mimpi tu ? lagi skali  ! orang cakap if mimpi maybe rindu . tapi dia mimpi aku ke ? rindu aku ke ? hishh ! aida . please laa okey . come on open you eyess laa ! "orang tuh dah senang lenang tak pasal fikir kau ntah2 dia siap dah ade pengganti  lain agaknyaa " huh ! damn it ! hurmm i just wanna say i rindu you . i rindu time kita kua jalan2 , u sakit kaki i pegang tangan you time na lintass haha sweet gila time tuh , happy and holidays together with you  sayang.                                                                                             

                                i love you ishamudin musa                                     

      I miss you 

SELAMAT HARI RAYA ~~

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

TO ALL BLOGGER 

jemput datang rumah 

:)

only memories with HIM ♥

tup , tup dah lama ta update blog . kejap jee dah sebulan kan . hehe . ramadhan is now pass . syawal already with me . kejapp nyee dah raya . ish ! okay start from here na cakap nie status saya SINGLE sudah . urmm macam baru semalam jee jadi . benda dah nak sebulan . 6 MONTH with you sayang macam2 jadi , banyak kenangan dengan you even sekejapp .raya sorang2 lagi . haha dah 3 tahun cani . nasib2 ..aida chill okay :) i just na cakap thanks a lott sebab pena jadi bf i . happy gila dengan you kdg2 sakit haty n banyak makan haty . hehe . soryy if i banyak buat salah dengan you . hurmm dapat tengok dari jauh jelaa . you happy , i pown happy . i sentiasa akan doakan kebahagiaan you n hope you dapat gf yang betul2 boleh jaga you yang . and want to say soryy sebab you tak happy dengan i . ape boleh buat , i dah buat yang terbaik untuk you tapi dah tade jodoh na buat macam mana kan ? hee . okelah tanak cakap lebih2 nanty i nanges hehe "ish cengeng betul lahh aida nie" . just na cakap "I WILL ALWAYS STILL LOVE YOU" sebab you myfirst love and last . harap sangat you baca blog nie even you dah menyampah sangat dengan i . thanks you :)

port dickson :)

27 FEB 2011

penang :)

6 MARCH 2011

aku sayang kau lahh si pendek , kuruss ! 

i will always love you :) (love song by adele )

sudah 2 tahun pown

6 july 2011 genap 2 tahun aku study kt SEGi UC nie . hehehe macam2 lahh jadi selama aku study kt cni . now tinggal only 1 year lagi . insyaallah next year aku tamat lahh belajar kt cni . now aku dah year 2 semester 3 . then pada 12 july hary tu baru we all celebrate . adehh macam2 hall na buat event nie . gado2 lahh , ta puas haty sana sini lahh . yang arrange benda nie pulak kawan aku SYARA MD NOOR . kesian kt dia huru hara life dia sebab event nie .ta pena aku tengok ko b'tanggungjawab macam nie syara hahaha.aku bersengkang mata ta tido dok buat slide show dengan DIYANA SHAHIR .pape pown event mlm tu alhamdulilah berjalan dengan lancar dan seperti yang di aturkan . malam tu ta payah cakap laa kawan2 aku VOUGE gilaa hahaha . dari yang ta pena makeup sampai makeup . malam tu aku buat persembahan joget pahang , hahaha kelakar gila sebab kayu weyh . selama aku 20 tahun hidup nie 1st time aku joget tradisional . malam tu aku punya gelabah boleh salah step pulak , ouch ! damn ! malu gila tapi aku maintain cover cun hahaha . malam anniversary tuh aku pakai baju ala2 india hehe , tu laa yang aku idam2kan selama nie .na rasa pakai baju india akhirnya dapat jugak . plan na masuk joget india tapi ta dapatt.tapi okelaa bila dapat pakai baju india . amin badan aku ta kempunan na pakai baju india  hehehe .okelaa korang tengok lahh gambar2 yang aku letak kt bawah tu heee . enjoy it ! :)

hehehe

:)

persembahan joget pahang

me again ! tengok laa haha

with syely

with syara fox and fyza swift

*oke ade lagi pict tapi ta boleh masok lahh pulak . so yang nie pown dah ckup kan ? hee

 TAKE CARE BABE :)



come again

oke , oke setelah lama senyapp menyendiri kini datang kembali untuk mengupdate mysayang saya nie . hehehe . banyak yang berlaku selama 2 bulan . pahit , manis , payau , masam suma adelaa . tapi aku tekad menerima dengan haty yang tabah sebab suma tuh dugaan hidup .hurm 1stly na say thanks to sayang saya sebab bagi saya BLACKBERRY hehe "i hargai setiap pemberian u yang" .then maknanya aku ade dua fon , oh GOD ! maintenance tinggi lahh bila dah pakai dua fon , aida jimat2 lahh wahai aida . tu cita yang manis then cita yang pahit n payau lak ialah aku terpaksa cancel trip to PERHENTIAN ISLAND ! arghh ! cancel sebab ade exam yang tak dpt dielakkan . tension sangat ! time tu 25 june mybirthday . damn ! birthday aku , aku dok soorg2 kt kl then sayang saya di perhentian . hurmm time tu tapaya ckp laa punya sedih gila babi . then sayang saya mengamuk , merajuk sbb cancel . sumpah kesian gila kat dia ."you , tade niat pown na game u yang" :( tuhan jelaa yang tahu ape aku rasa time tuh betapa sedihnya aku  :( tapi tapelaa maybe ade hikmah di semua yang terjadi . mcm org cakap kita hanya merancang , tuhan saja yang menentukan :) . hrmm then start perhentian tuh sayang saya berubah.sedih gila . dia macam dah tak tc kt aku macam dulu . dulu setiap hary balik keja otw balik ruma mesty call aku tanya khabar . now hurmm dah tade dah . aku call kadang dia pickup kadang ta pickup . text pown jarang . patu slalu na mara2 aku . hurmm sedih gilaa .tapi tapelahh aku masih mampu untuk bersabar sebab bersabar tu penting. kt kepala aku ta paya ckp laa mcm2 fkir smpai aku t'fkir yg dia ade someone gurl yang boleh gantikan aku , huh ! tapi aku think positive sbb tanak gado2 .you , i sayang kat you doh , i cannot breath without you in mylife .:)

i minta maaf atas segala kesilapan i kt you ,  i have special present want to give u but im thinking what i want to buy lol . blurrr . hehehe ky lah thats all .  i love you sayang

fOr you andd for me ♥ -perfect tWo-

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You can be the peanut butter to my jelly

You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you for you (for you)
You take the both of us of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you for you (for you)
You take the both of us of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya

I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you for you (for you)
You take the both of us of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two 

♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥

   insyaAllah ,, one day will be happend ..

try listen this song 

sweet gilaa

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